actually... i am really tired already...

ya...

i had just having my holihour just now...

these of time...

these of day...

i am really tired about my homework, club's things, pss.....

and scaring about my result..

now..

open day is openED...

my result was acceptable for myself..

and...

these of time...

these of day...

i was always ask myself...

why am i an interactor?

why am i chosen as the president?

can i stop all of the work of my club?

can i stop to receive the call from rotarian and calling them?

can i just a student nothing going to disturb my study?

can i leave all the work ?

...................................

because of the club...

i tired

because of the club...

i spend all my own time...

because of the club...

i always scare to answer the call...

because of the club...

i scare to enter the office even though just pass up an exercise book...

because of the club...

i going to gantung by my school...

thats great...

because of the club...and the people sight...

i did something that i also don't want to do to him...

and also myself...

my mood is down...

right now..

i don't know what i have to say...

just...

...i want to sing...

WE ARE NOTHING by Namewee/KarenKong feat. Dennis Lau 四大皆空 黃明志/龔柯允

2.14.2011

valentine raining day

rj present was in front of me now..

a pink paper bag..

in side have..

maybe can call it''a bottle of rose''..

all he make by himself..

all different colour~

same shape~

and...

some pink colour ''bao lv long''...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~ha~

after tat day i pisah wih him,.,

sometime i will thing...

m i right?

his was a people that in a great class..

is the monitor of the class...

is the president of interact club..

and also...

a heedful people...

but..

his not my actual dream man..

haha~

maybe can say that~

i wanna my boy friend is..

have all advantage up there~

and...

+

the most important is...

i want he is a funny guy..

can make me smile every time~

and...

when i an talking with him..

i no need to think about the topic what we wanna to talk~

i feel...

was tired..

very tired..

sometime i also will think that..

maybe..

we wrong at the start..

we shouldn't sms very day..

maybe..

dun wa..

but..

a......

dun knw...

i...

can't accept..

i feel that...

that's not a normal couple...

in my illusion..

there was not like that~

there should be..

close n...

will not embarrassed when 2 together nothing to say..

just same like a pair of friend..

just like pei gee and i...

or...

moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee friend+close..

i think..

just..

not like that la...

i knw rj is good..

great..

heedful..

ha~

but..

i'm really tired...

so..

i choose pisah with him~

i think..

i'm right~

Beyonce- Listen

黃小琥 - 重來 (孤獨版) MV

黃小琥-不只是朋友

张宇 - 伞下

b4 4 january..
i was always hope yo in science stream..
and now..
i was..
but..
y i'm not happy oso?
wat i woory about?
y i will always got a fancy want to changes to 4p1?
i really dun knw...

and now..
i get many my frend suggestion from fb..
all af them call me dun changes..

but..
i will just accept kelvin comment...
see how my 1st examination result only make up one's mind...

bother...
why will like this de ha?
anyone can tell me?