2012年2月17日星期五

interact club, u make me feel so small

Don't u guys knw wat day is today?
Today is merentas desa~
i finish within 25 mins..
:)

tan chee hsuan impossibly no.9... @.@
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Today SUPPOSE is the last icc meeting of my batch. for my life.
i had prepare all the things at the early. 
i had already ask all of the new board to attend for in even today is merentas desa. 
i knw. it is so tired, for attend to meeting. 
Great.
i had miss it. 
miss the icc meeting that i desire for so long time.
hen hao.
there is nothing better. 

may i knw why is that nobody inform us at all???
why is another school all informed but we're not?
can i tag all of their name and scold them 99???
!@#$%^&*(
i can...'t.

i..
i just wanna to send in the annual report together with u all..
had a meet with u all
i just dun't wanna be the one who are different with each other
why am i the late?
why u guy din inform me at all???

teogi
u are the secretary of the icc.
don't u think that u are responsibility to tell me bout the date had been change?


after i knew all the thing i have to smile and tell teacher that, 
there is something wrong with me.
is i din check my mail box
is my fault 

but..  just wanna say that,

i DIN RECEIVE ANY CALL AT ALL
i DIN RECEIVE ANY SMS AT ALL
i DIN RECEIVE ANY E-MAIL AT ALL.
ok?

so,is that i should call u for reconfirm the date and time?
ha?
my fault is it?

i am really get angry for this.
and.. i also dun knw wat is that feeling?

are they....can i use the word inscription us?

ya. 

i knw
my english is not so good compare with the other.
maybe... 
they can say my eng is ''worst''

but i just wanna to say that
:i am already try. so... is that my fault?

every time when i saw u guys are talking to each other with the fluent english, 
i really wanna to join u all
but i really dun knw wat can say.
i am just always laugh laugh there~ 

i tot i had been improve and u guys were already accept me.

but... is that not?
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why the other BOD can so simply say dun want to join this
dun wan to do that
dun wan to involve in this
not interest in bla bla bla

i also wan to say this such thing
but the word cn't come out from my mouth
because i am the president. 
i am the one who responsibility
wat the things that they din do,
i am the one who responsibility to do it.
i can say anything at all.
is it? 
si toh chooi yuan
yes
i dun knw wat to say.

lps say that not my fault.
i hope too...

or maybe... 
i really have to gv a call to them before every meeting.
ok.
my fault..
not at all...
but with some.

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i had ate:
1 x nasi lemak
1 x magee
1 x roti sambah
2 x roti coklat
2 x karipok
5 x leko
2 x (dun knw wat kuih)

for my lunch

i had ate:
3 x roti kosong
1 x pinggan nasi
5 x lavandar roti
a lot of sayur
alotttttttttt of pork
a big piece of cake
(celebrate stcl birthday, tomorrow it is)
for my dinner

so.
no more excuse for angrying lagi.
ok?

smile smile lai~
=) 
guai~

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and..
today i realize that...

xD is more cute than XD

thanks trj. 
 :D

2012年1月24日星期二

Gong Xi Fa Chai

Hahaha... 
A year for dragon..
is time to say bye to rabbit... 
hiak hiak hiak...
but...
before of it...
thats so much of preparation for CNY










年30晚~ 



the first day of CNY...
i wear cheong sam le~ hahah
haha... 
i like cheong sam so much actually~ 
and... 
polley just ask me that wear this to jamuan this year..
is ok...
i like~ ^^












then..
went to 大姑house to have a dinner together~ 
yummy~

 after the dinner... \
my sis and i was start what we like to do...





haha... 
great day... good night...

And... then second day of CNY...
and..
2nd anty , her husband, daughter, and 6 of us had starting chating...
from 3 until 5++..
with this..
hiak hiak hiak...
until finish.. =)

2011年6月24日星期五

actually... i am really tired already...

ya...
i had just having my holihour just now...
these of time...
these of day...
i am really tired about my homework, club's things, pss.....
and scaring about my result..
now..
open day is openED...
my result was acceptable for myself..
and...
these of time...
these of day...
i was always ask myself...
why am i an interactor?
why am i chosen as the president?
can i stop all of the work of my club?
can i stop to receive the call from rotarian and calling them?
can i just a student nothing going to disturb my study?
can i leave all the work ?
...................................
because of the club...
i tired
because of the club...
i spend all my own time...
because of the club...
i always scare to answer the call...
because of the club...
i scare to enter the office even though just pass up an exercise book...
because of the club...
i going to gantung by my school...
thats great...


because of the club...and the people sight...
i did something that i also don't want to do to him...
and also myself...

my mood is down...
right now..

i don't know what i have to say...
just...

...i want to sing...

2011年6月21日星期二

2011年2月14日星期一

2.14.2011

valentine raining day

rj present was in front of me now..
a pink paper bag..
in side have..
maybe can call it''a bottle of rose''..
all he make by himself..
all different colour~
same shape~
and...
some pink colour ''bao lv long''...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~ha~

after tat day i pisah wih him,.,
sometime i will thing...
m i right?
his was a people that in a great class..
is the monitor of the class...
is the president of interact club..
and also...
a heedful people...

but..
his not my actual dream man..
haha~
maybe can say that~
i wanna my boy friend is..
have all advantage up there~
and...
+
the most important is...
i want he is a funny guy..
can make me smile every time~
and...
when i an talking with him..
i no need to think about the topic what we wanna to talk~
i feel...
was tired..
very tired..
sometime i also will think that..
maybe..
we wrong at the start..
we shouldn't sms very day..
maybe..
dun wa..
but..
a......
dun knw...


i...
can't accept..
i feel that...
that's not a normal couple...
in my illusion..
there was not like that~
there should be..
close n...
will not embarrassed when 2 together nothing to say..
just same like a pair of friend..
just like pei gee and i...
or...
moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee friend+close..

i think..
just..
not like that la...

i knw rj is good..
great..
heedful..

ha~
but..
i'm really tired...
so..
i choose pisah with him~
i think..
i'm right~

2011年2月12日星期六