actually... i am really tired already...

ya...

i had just having my holihour just now...

these of time...

these of day...

i am really tired about my homework, club's things, pss.....

and scaring about my result..

now..

open day is openED...

my result was acceptable for myself..

and...

these of time...

these of day...

i was always ask myself...

why am i an interactor?

why am i chosen as the president?

can i stop all of the work of my club?

can i stop to receive the call from rotarian and calling them?

can i just a student nothing going to disturb my study?

can i leave all the work ?

...................................

because of the club...

i tired

because of the club...

i spend all my own time...

because of the club...

i always scare to answer the call...

because of the club...

i scare to enter the office even though just pass up an exercise book...

because of the club...

i going to gantung by my school...

thats great...

because of the club...and the people sight...

i did something that i also don't want to do to him...

and also myself...

my mood is down...

right now..

i don't know what i have to say...

just...

...i want to sing...